i just

wish it would get a bit easier.
















but i have a feeling it never does

it's crazy!

some of the best stories/plot lines i've seen are from amateur authors who are three years younger than me.

goes to show you how amazing you can be, regardless of age, when you hone one skill and one skill alone for a lengthy period of time.

i wish i could go back and do that. i hope i can in the near future.

blech

playing the hypocrite

lately i've been avoiding deeper emotions by immersing myself in other less meaningful projects.  which also means my studying has become lopsided and erratic, to say the least. my only problem is that when i'm not thinking of these whimsical stories, it just hurts. a lot. i used to get mad at him for doing the same thing.

time fix all of this.


also after september 7th i'll be looking for good reading suggestions, so if you have any let me know. i need to get over my HP kick with something a bit more down to earth. i think i've pretty much absorbed all the meaning from those books that's possible and it's time to let go, haha.

la regla numera una---

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i'm just so angry alll the time

i can't help but feel a bit like harry in the beginning of order of the phoenix

i know that's the dumbest analogy in the world but i don't feel like myself right now and his sentiments pretty much mirror mine. i seriously need to snap out of it fast. get outta here voldemort

time to get my everything together. i've been in this stage before, i can do it again. this time with cocktails.