i saw sparks..

i'll be the first to admit

i'm a hater

i people watch constantly, overanalyzing the moments they slip up.
i try to congratulate them on the few, gem-like moments they do the exact opposite.

but i try not to be too vocal about it (even though that might not seem the case).

i need to stop. it's tiring to hate on so many cats.

but people, quit giving me reasons to think these things. seriously. wear pants that fit, clothes that aren't barely there, and maybe once or twice a smile on your face instead of a gawking stare. quit making jokes at the expense of others, and quit making others feel uncomfortable with so much jib jab about "encounters".. it's only funny when yeezy raps about it.

and finally, be grateful.
people just aren't grateful anymore.

hey you! you there, you're sitting there with a beer and a nice outfit, why are you complaining about how everything is so bad all the time? what are you enjoying right now? can't you just take a few steps back, realize you're in a good place, and instead of complaining try to do something that puts others in your position as well?  i understand that discomfort with something leads to change, but it seems like people are just feeling discomfort lately without doing anything about it.  complacency about discomfort is the worst thing in the world. it just has to be.

it's so easy to do something about it.
so easy.




and this is how i spend my time before i get a call to come hang out. only after working on my chem 2112 lab report, painting my nails, and ironing my outfit for tonight.



just be happy.